Dreaming of Antigone, Bridges Robin

I cant ever be the blazing star that Iris was. Im still just a cold, dark satellite orbiting a star that went super nova.

Andrias twin sister, Iris, had adoring friends, a cool boyfriend, a wicked car, and a shelf full of soccer trophies. She had everything, in fact--including a drug problem. Six months after Iriss death, Andria is trying to keep her grades, her friends, and her family from falling apart. But stargazing and books arent enough to ward off her guilt that she--the freak with the scary illness and all-black wardrobe--is still here when Iris isnt. And then theres Alex Hammond. The boy Andria blames for Iriss death. The boy shes unwittingly started swapping lines of poetry and secrets with, even as she tries to keep hating him.